my life story

Someday you’ll miss me like I missed you. Someday you’ll need me like I needed you. Someday you’ll love me and I won’t love you.

Reblogged from hellyeahitsrandom

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BLAHHH

soo 

matthew yesterday i was over at his house

and i was really turned on cuz i havent had sex in like a week, but he was like avoiding me so it was kinda weird, and he randomly was like brb came back it threw a game at me and left went back into his room, and it was a sex game, like with dice and you ahve to do whatever the dice roll on and it was amazing

So,

my sex life is back, me and Matthew hung out for a straight week, went to movies, for walks, then on Saturday he took me to the aquarium and after that he took me to red robbin, then we sat in the sun for a while.

I kinda new that when we did have sex if we did it would be amazing because i get nervous just by being near him let alone naked, he made me want him just by looking at me.

anyways back to Saturday, after sitting in the sun for a while we went to another movie, and while we made out for a couple seconds he stopped and said that we would have plenty of time for that later, which for some reason made me want him even more.

anyways we watched the movie and after it we sat there for a sec and stood up and both laughed, i asked what next and he was like find a really dark room LOL 

anyways when we got to his house we were cuddling in the movie room while pretending to watch easy A, while making out and trying to get comfy on a small couch, 

thats hen he said we should move to his room and we did, and i dont even know how to explain it, he undressed me and i undressed him, like i guess i really felt like a women at that point, it was wonderful 

When we were done, we just layed there and cuddled naked, it was amazing 

Im done trying to have good friends, either they are bitches, or are jelly 

then when i try and hang out with guys and have them as friends they hit on you, like idk what to do anymore, all my guy friends are trying to get with me and it fucking up our relationships 

Its irritating i can hang out with some girls because there crush will hit on me, then they hate me, or they like the guy i like and they hate me

UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i hate everyone